This is a mid-tempo, rock style song with an cluttered chord progression, composed in October 1999, arranged in September-October 2002.
It represents the mental landscape of a person who, while spending his or her life under some kind of compulsion in a repressed life with no foreseeable future, eventually feels it as torture and begins to loathe everything around him or her.
The song is not directly brutal, but rather several layers of melancholic sounds that repeatedly overshadow each other like murky waves. I was conscious of creating a dirty and unnatural sound.
